Stuck in my head...

"Do you ever wonder what happens to the words that we send
Do they bend, do they break from the flight that they take
And come back together again with a whole new meaning
In a brand new sense, completely unrelated to the one I sent"

(Jason Mraz - Did You Get My Message?)

Thank you, dear friend...

Okay, it's funny how other people can see you in a completely different way than how you can see yourself. Floating out here in the land of confusion, I tend to see my faults more prominently, and any positive traits that I may have seem to disappear from my vision.

Luckily, I have great friends to pull me out of that funk, and enlarge my ego a bit. Hehe.

Thank you, dear friend, for this list. (You know who you are!)

Feel free to skip past this part, as it is mostly posted here for my own personal filing.

1. You've one of the kindest people I know
2. You are a wonderful musician
3. You are very creative
4. You're a teacher
5. You're a good listener
6. In a world that teachest to trust nobody, you trust
7. In a world that says keep to yourself you invite people in
8. You're funny (and yes slightly melodramatic..)
9. You sure know how to sell luggage...just ask my mom
10. You've been a good friend (ie blog buddy) to me when I really needed the encouragment
And that's off the top of my head...You have so much going for you Kristen....Please don't sell your self short
11. You're beautiful inside and out

(I like how you added melodramatic there to keep my head from floating away. I am SO not melodramatic. I could just die from you saying that! Hehehehe.)

Anyway, point being - This gave me new perspective, and put a smile on my face. I'm going to pass it on by writing a list for one of my friends. If you have a friend that you feel deserves a 'list', do it!

Some day...

I promise I will stop procrastinating. Soon. Really, I will. I mean, I do want to get this work done so I can go to bed. Really.

...................

Any day now, I will stop. I'm not addicted to procrastinating, really. I could stop anytime I want to.

"You can dance if you want to / you can leave your friends behind..."

Hahaha. Safety Dance. It's been stuck in my head lately for some reason.

Oh, hey, Rielle, remember "Where's your helmet?" Good times.

I'm Okay.

Apparently, the crypticness of my posts as of late has led to my mother thinking that I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown.

This simply isn't so.

I just have a lot of things going on in my life, and in my mind right now. And it's hard to write in great detail about these things, and about how I feel about these things, since I am not always entirely sure myself how I am feeling.

So, anyone out there who is worried about my well-being...I am doing fine. I am dealing. I am okay. I will make it. I am actually in a pretty positive place at the moment. Go figure!

Bottom line: I'm okay.

I just...don't know.

Cryptic is a fun word...

Wow, I am such a dork.

Accepting it is the first step, I guess.

Sloof Lirpa Yppah!

Fill in the blanks...

Dear Kristen,

I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Sincerely,_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

Making less and less sense...

...and yet oddly insightful (as most anything can be if you read enough into it).

I am.

The end.

*Make it your own*

I'm not a poet...

I'm ripping up the daisies trying to figure you out
a silly childhood superstition, if that's the right word.
Destiny is misused and abused as an excuse for your indecisions.
We'll see...we'll see.
Do I really have the strength, is it a decision not to walk -
or am I paralyzed, fearful of looking back from the future
and blaming my own actions.